love itself

Imperfect but were perfect for me.

When his there I want him nowhere in my sight. When his not there I want him nowhere but my arms. I know ive hurt him and I am so God damn sorry. I know its my fault that’s why im saying sorry. Can I still make it right? do I have a chance to make it right? I don’t know what’s going on your mind but this is what I know…I still love you, I still kept my promise that he’ll stay in my heart no matter what and I also know that I don’t exist in your life no more.Why the hell did I pushed you away? I hurt you but you were the perfect one to love, you were patient, you loved me like no other and you missed me like it’s the last day of your life, you get angry, you lied to me, you made me mad and you broke all my perspective that I wouldn’t do that, but with you..its God damn hard to resist, I did everything which i thought was wrong but feels perfectly right when Im with you. You were so imperfect that you were perfect for me. Will it hurt to have another chance? But I guess not. After all what I’ve done…even myself I wouldn’t give another chance. It would be like giving myself another chance to hurt you again which would be literally more hurtful for me than to you. But thank you. Thank you so much for being in my life. Im not regretting anything because without you, without letting you go, without hurting you then I wouldn’t have learned enough how to love. Thank you. It would have been better if you kept your promise that someday with you I would believe in promises. I was this close in believing promises, but then again as the same as the others, promises are made not because to keep but because to let someone expect and just get hurt in the end. In spite of that..im still keeping the only promise I made to you. JJJ See how complicated love is? That’s why its so God damn hard to fall inlove. Falling inlove is not healthy but the most satisfying medicine you’ll get. keep lovin’! –gaile07’09.

Last words.

Let the pain remain forever in my heart for every throb it brings is one more moment spent with you. Of all the lies and promises you made…by far I LOVE YOU was the best one. You were the best liar I know, though I know it’s a lie, I still believe in them. Was I that in love with you? That’s so profound.

Im falling for someone else. Someone else whose so profound. someone else who’ve I liked from way, way, way back then. Someone whose going to catch me now you’re gone. But I don’t want to fall.

I never want to fall besides to fall from your arms.

But your now in someone else’s arms. Someone else who may have loved you better. Someone else whom you’re happy with. Someone else.

and now, i  have fallen right out from your arms and into him. im fallen for him for im so afraid that i might hurt him just like i hurt you. his to precious to be hurt by me. im never gonna take that risk. no promises. no commitment.

just HIM and ME.

i love _ _ _ ..

—nakx!

KAYA ko pa ba na wala ka?
-emote epek!
pero lisud jud siya infairness.
the good side is im so honest compared last year.
haha..
mahal mo pa ba ako?
damn why did i let you go?
i miss you so much kung alam mo lang. hapit nako mabuang.
every moment. =)
you’re imperfect.
you smoke again, like the last time i first saw you.
your hair is longer than mine, how pathetic is that.
and its like i never existed in your life.
what’s wrong with me?
im not yours and you’re not mine.
now, why in the hell do i care and you don’t?
so angry that im still feeling these.
when i shouldnt be.!

but no matter outrageous these feelings are.
as promised, IKAW parin. =)

funny ryt?

translated to VISAYa?

these are one of the books that will keep me in a very romance mood.

Bella, Isabella Marie Swan, and her love for Edward Cullen.

Is incomparable to the world today.

If you’ll connect it with reality, it wouldn’t be that -worth it.

this book started of the 18th birthday of Bella. and the cullens made a party for her. everyone is excited. 1935 yung last bday party they had. jasper’s i think.

an accident happened during the party which made the cullens made a decision that they would………

Isabella is downright inlove with Edward - vice versa.

As most love stories goes, Edward made a mistake of leaving Bella. the cullens made a mistake by leaving bella.

That made even Bella more vulnerable. Victoria tracking her.

Edward tracking Victoria but wasn’t even close to that.

haha. You shouldn’t leave your loved ones kasi. hmmm.

Bella whose about making extreme out of her life. Just to here Edward’s voice.

Which she will hear, when she does extraordinary things.

crazy, right. i wish i could experience that.

alice saw that, which made her go back to Forks, thought Bella died.

But of course not. At the sense, Bella is bestfriends with Jacob just to fill the hole were Edward left.

But Bella loves JAcob as more as a bestfriend or like a brother not a lover.

Jacob is a wereolf bytheway. he surfaces here in new moon.

Edward also thought Bella died. But since he isn’t in Forks. He doesn['t know that.

So he travelled to Italy to meet up with the Volturri, one of the most powerful families in vampire families. Only consist of mainly three. Hindi pa kasali yung mga guards and etc.

So he travelled there to be sentenced to death. But they didn't agree to that.

Edward tried to reveal his identity to humans by being in the LIGHT- rays of the sun.

But just in the knack of time - bella came. :]romantic!

They must be judge, again or let go. They have to give something they worth. They survived, because Alice let Aro see that Bella might be vampire soon. They can go back to where they belong. This is were the scary part is. I couldn’t explain like Stephenie Meyer but it so thrilling yet scary.

Alice can see things throughout the future.

End na ito malapit. hehe.

They got home. Cullens got back in Forks.

But Edward is banned from the house of charlie. And Bella is grounded.

Edward and Jacob not a best of friends.

:] +Bella let the cullen family vote if they would want her as one of them -vampire.

Kahit pa sa twilight. gusto na niya maging vampire just to be with Edward.

They all agreed bytheway but Edward made a truce that Bella must marry edward firts. or atleast she’s out of charlie’s house. SAME.

ang last seen pala nito, again. BELLA kissed Edward in her room.

ewan ko if ganyan yung lalabas sa movie.

:] you’d appreciate more the BOOK than the FILM.

guaranteed from experience in Harry Potter.

Read the Book first. summary lang yung movies actually.

perception to life
its playful,
its childish,
but its fun,
i laugh,
cry,
love,
hurt..
no matter..
how ridiculous & stupid things,
maybe..
as long as Im having fun..
I’m living my life!:}
it depends on how u SEE life is ‘coz
-lyf s short,
troubles seem to make it longer
in my life,
i never try to impres someone
for them to like me ‘coz wen i do,
i will have to kip that image 4 d rest of my life,
and its hard being sum1 els
i may not be that close to perfection like other people do
but who cares?
its not them whom i live for anyway..
what matters is that i know myself
and i know how i look
inside out
and i know my worth..
a hundred people may like me for what i’ve done
but all will be gone when i do
just one wrong..
this me, gabrielle alias,
as what they would say..
f u can’t handle me
at my worst
then you don’t deserve me
at my best..
this is who i am..
deal with it.

well you done done me and you bet i felt it
i tried to get you but you’re so hot that i melted
i fell right through the cracks
and i’m trying to get back
before the cool done run out
i’ll be giving it my bestest
nothin’s going to stop me but devine intervention
i reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

i won’t hesitate no more
no more it cannot wait, i’m yours

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you’re free
look into your heart and you’ll find love love love
listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
ah la peaceful melody
its your godforsaken right to be loved love loved love love

so i won’t hesitate no more
no more it cannot wait i’m sure
theres no need to complicate
our time is short
this is our fate, i’m yours

i been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
and bendin over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
so i drew a new face and laughed
i guess what i’m sayin is there ain’t no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
its what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

i won’t hesitate no more
no more it cannot wait i’m sure
theres no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait, i’m yours

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ

my mind wouldn’t let you go..
can’t stop thinking ’bout you..
what’s wrong with me?
can’t you help me?
why’d let you past..
just like that..
blaming myself for losing you..
love’s deepend for you..
you were nothing to me..
now you’re everything to me..
feeling like i’m in such sickness..
‘cuz you are my weakness..
can’t say what i’m feelin’..
like my emotions were killed..
loving you as if everything is fine..
but i just can’t call you mine..
you were there were i want you..
but i’m still here for you…
hopes are dying to me..
lives are crashing ‘cuz of me..
as every moment passes..
wishing i’d given you a chance..
please come back to me..
even just for awhile..
just for me…
you bring back my smile…
starts in my soul…
i lose all my control..
when your there..
feels like forever…
won’t hesitate…
i am yours…

dedicated to…
MAE..

dpndi..kung cnu, me alm cnu c -MAE-..
but am xur… can’t love agen,w/o him.
EMOTIONAL..